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My Several Worlds

Supporting chronically ill and disabled communities since 2006

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MSW Newsletter

 Welcome To My Several Worlds! This site supports people living with chronic illness, chronic pain, & disability. I write so you can better understand life with disability related to Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Arthritis, Spondyloarthritis, MECFS, & more.

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My Several Worlds is a Fibromyalgia Legacy Award winner for 2022. Fibromyalgia Legacy Award Winners are community leaders that have given over a decade of substantial contributions to the fibromyalgia community. They demonstrate integrity, bravery, compassion, and respect for all patients living with fibromyalgia. ~Melissa Talwar, Support Fibromyalgia Network
2022 Fibromyalgia Legacy Award Winner - Support Fibromyalgia Network

This award recognizes patient leaders who have been advocating for fibromyalgia awareness and leading fibromyalgia communities for 10 years or more.

Spondylitis Plus – SAA Fall Issue 2018

My AS story is featured in the Spondylitis Association of America's 2018 Fall Issue of Spondylitis PlusYour Stories Each individual affected by spondylitis has their own unique story. We at SAA believe that each and every story can be a source of inspiration and empowerment. We’d love your story as well! ~Spondylitis Assocation of America
WEGO Health Awards 2020 FINALIST - Lifetime Achievement Award - Carrie Kellenberger, My Several Worlds
WEGO Health FINALIST for Lifetime Achievement Award
My Several Worlds Best of Fibromyalgia Blogs 2020 with Healthline
Best Blog in Fibromyalgia by Healthline in 2018, 2019, and 2020
  • My Several Worlds: A Writing, Art, & Gratitude Journal by Carrie Marshall.
    ART THERAPY,  MSW SHOP,  WORLD OF BOOKS

    MSW Publications: A Writing, Art, and Gratitude Journal

    November 27, 2025 /No Comments

    My Several Worlds: A Writing, Art, & Gratitude Journal is designed to remind you that there is joy to be found with the little things in life. Use this journal to learn about yourself. Track your health, pain, symptoms and moods; and use it for art therapy. I’ve taken care to include all the things I enjoy in journaling to ensure you have fun with this book! Welcome to a tiny corner of My Several Worlds!

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    Interview With Crafting A Path Through Illness – Germaine Hypher

    May 11, 2026
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    My Several Worlds: A Coloring Adventure for Spoonies

    August 8, 2024
    An Art Therapy Interview with Ria in Taiwan. Ria is chronically ill and disabled and she's a permanent resident of Taiwan. She is featured in the image with some of her artwork.

    Ria in Taiwan: An Art Therapy Interview For Disability Awareness

    December 4, 2025
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    EXPAT LIFE

    My Ankylosing Spondylitis Story by Carrie

    May 24, 2009 /66 Comments

    My Ankylosing Spondylitis Story by Carrie Kellenberger - Over 10 years of pain, fatigue, and symptoms before I got my Ankylosing Spondylitis diagnosis.

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    MSW Interviews: Rich Matheson – Cultural and Editorial Photographer in Taiwan

    March 27, 2011

    Self Realizations From Living Abroad: I’m A Tourist

    June 22, 2011

    2017 Banqiao Christmas Light Show – New Taipei City

    December 26, 2017
  • Nine Months Later and The Cost of Leaving Taiwan TRUTH DAY banner with faded personal photos and the words “Documented. Not Debated.”
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    Nine Months Later and The Cost of Leaving Taiwan

    September 28, 2026 /No Comments

    Nine months after leaving Taiwan with two suitcases, a suitcase full of medications, and my cats, I am still counting the cost of leaving. This is what it meant to walk away from a 23-year relationship, lose almost everything familiar, and begin rebuilding my life from the ground up.

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    Why Patients Become Historians (or Why I Arrive With a Binder)

    June 13, 2026
    From the Disability Gap to the Medical Access Gap

    The Disability Gap to the Medical Access Gap — Rebuilding 7 Life Systems

    March 17, 2026
    My Experiences With Filthy Medical Labs in Taiwan shows a cluttered and dusty medical lab with the phlebotomist working on the street a few minutes before drawing my blood.

    My Experiences With Filthy Medical Labs in Taiwan

    April 3, 2025
  • Disabled woman carrying groceries in her wheelchair beside the mop featured in The Invisible Weight of a Disabled Wife.
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    The Invisible Weight of a Disabled Wife

    September 10, 2026 /No Comments

    A mop didn't really end my marriage. But it became a symbol of something much bigger. It's about how easily physical disability can be mistaken for dependence, while everything a disabled person contributes becomes invisible.

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    World Arthritis Day – Why It Matters To Me – Arthritis Everywhere

    October 12, 2020
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    Why Is It So Hard For Patients To Change Meds?

    January 30, 2024
    A woman standing with a blue cane while another woman holds a pamphlet stays Disability Inclusion

    Taiwan Disability Inclusion Petition – Time For Change!

    April 28, 2023
  • The Day I Was Supposed to Return to Taiwan banner featuring four photos of Carrie Marshall leaving Taiwan with her wheelchair, cats and luggage.
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    The Day I Was Supposed to Return to Taiwan

    August 31, 2026 /No Comments

    Today was the day I was supposed to return to Taiwan. I left with a return ticket and an impossible deadline: eight months to establish medical care, disability support, pension protection and a secure future in Canada. Within a few days of arriving in Canada, I knew I could never go back.

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    Starting Over Isn’t Starting From Nothing - An essay by Carrie Marshall on the will that it took to leave 23 years of life in Asia behind to start again.

    Starting Over Isn’t Starting From Nothing

    April 8, 2026
    Carrie Marshall in her writing space after repatriating to Canada, reflecting on rebuilding healthcare, work, and life after returning from Taiwan.

    Signs of Life: The Quiet Work of Rebuilding After Repatriation

    June 30, 2026
    Carrie Marshall, author of MySeveralWorlds.com and Alex Rusalovsky, co-owner and primary daily pharmacist of Carleton Place Pharmacy in April 2026

    Carleton Place Pharmacy – How Your Friendly Neighborhood Pharmacist Can Be Your Best Healthcare Ally

    May 4, 2026
  • Carrie Marshall wearing a face mask and sitting in a wheelchair during a period of severe chronic illness and disability.
    CHRONIC ILLNESS,  DISABILITY,  FEATURES,  TRUTH DAYS

    Chronic Illness and Disability: How Sick Do You Need To Be For Help?

    August 25, 2026 /No Comments

    How sick does a disabled person have to become before needing help is enough? I spent years working, paying enormous medical costs, managing complex illness, and asking directly for help while my capacity disappeared. Looking back, the hardest truth is that I was already there. I had been there all along.

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    Wisdom of Age: What Would You Tell Your Younger Self?

    January 18, 2022
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    Coping With Stress And Chronic Illness

    April 28, 2020
    Starting Over Isn’t Starting From Nothing - An essay by Carrie Marshall on the will that it took to leave 23 years of life in Asia behind to start again.

    Starting Over Isn’t Starting From Nothing

    April 8, 2026
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    Ownership, Labour, and Erasure at Reach To Teach Recruiting

    July 31, 2026 /No Comments

    For 16+ years, I helped build Reach To Teach Recruiting through ownership, writing, systems, teacher support, public-facing work, and years of invisible labour. This is a record of what I built, what I carried, and what I refuse to let disappear.

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    A live map from EVA Air's flight from Taipei to Toronto in December 2025 with the text of 19 years with My Several Worlds and the next chapter in my life.

    19 Years with My Several Worlds: The Next Chapter

    January 17, 2026
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    Have You Tried This For A Cure?

    January 9, 2024
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    Spoonie Holiday Gift Guide: For Chronically Ill & Disabled Friends

    November 1, 2023
  • The Fear of Being Abandoned When You Are Sick
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    The Fear of Being Abandoned When You Are Sick

    July 18, 2026 /No Comments

    The fear of abandonment when you are sick is a personal essay about what happens when the person who promised to stand beside you remains physically present but withdraws care, safety, and support. During Disability Pride Month, I write about chronic illness, medical neglect, emotional abandonment, and the moment fear became recognition.

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    8 Ways Chronic Pain Changes You

    September 24, 2022
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    Letting Go With Chronic Illness Doesn’t Mean Giving Up

    January 1, 2018
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    Carleton Place Pharmacy – How Your Friendly Neighborhood Pharmacist Can Be Your Best Healthcare Ally

    May 4, 2026
  • Carrie Marshall in her writing space after repatriating to Canada, reflecting on rebuilding healthcare, work, and life after returning from Taiwan.
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    Signs of Life: The Quiet Work of Rebuilding After Repatriation

    June 30, 2026 /No Comments

    This is Part 4 in my Repatriation Series. Rebuilding after repatriation doesn’t happen all at once. It reveals itself in quiet moments: a growing healthcare team, new clients, a graduate school application, an accessible vehicle, a basement writing space, and the first real signs that hope, home, and a new future are beginning to take shape.

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    Starting Over Isn’t Starting From Nothing

    April 8, 2026
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    Rebuilding Trust in Systems

    June 25, 2026 /No Comments

    This is Part 3 in my Repatriation Series. After returning to Canada from Taiwan, I had to rebuild more than healthcare. I had to learn how Canadian systems worked, who could help, and what support looked like when I was no longer carrying everything alone.

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    Why We Should Be Loud and Proud During Disability Pride Month

    July 3, 2024
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Carrie Marshall (formerly Carrie Kellenberger) has been a staunch advocate for the Spondyloarthritis community since 2009. She has published over a thousand articles on life with illness and about life abroad.

One cold night in February 2009, I went to bed. The next morning I woke up and I couldn't walk. I was 34 years old. I didn't even know that something like this was possible until it happened to me. This is my story...

MySeveralWorlds.com logo features a hummingbird in flight over the words My Several Worlds.

Welcome to My Several Worlds!

My Several Worlds is about the worlds I live in and the boundaries that blur between my worlds as I move through them. I aim for My Several Worlds to be seen as an original AND credible source of information. I'm a former world traveler and global citizen of the world. Being chronically complex is my super power!

Carrie Kellenberger: My Ankylosing Spondylitis Story - Life with AxSpA and PsA.

ABOUT ME AND MSW

I'm Carrie! I left Canada in 2003 to see the world at age 27. Somewhere along the way, I fell in love with Asia AND became chronically ill. I’ve lived with chronic illness for over 20 years. I lived in Asia for 23 yeas before having to repatriate suddenly to Canada on December 28, 2025.

As a published author and artist with more than 30 years of art shows and publications behind me and many years of advocacy work with several global non profit organizations, I have a lot of knowledge to offer readers.

Disabled and living with: Two kinds of Spondyloarthritis (AxSpA aka Ankylosing Spondylitis & Psoriatic Arthritis), plus APS, Fibromyalgia, MECFS, IBS, chronic migraine, and more! (Yup, when you get one autoimmune disease, many more come to the party. That's The Chronic Life, unfortunately.)

This is why I like to remind people I'm Chronically Iconic!

My Several Worlds Chronically Iconic collection features t-shirts, phone cases, magnets, pins, and more!
My Several Worlds Chronically Iconic collection. I don't run adverts on my sites, but I do post my own artwork and designs to help pay for hosting fees.
MSW Shop banner features Carrie Kellenberger in her brand colors: raspberry, gold, and pale pink. She's wearing an MSW t-shirt, she's holding MSW boxed postcards, and she's also holding her coloring book.
Welcome to MSW Shop!

My MSW Shop offers something for everyone. Did you know that there are many ways to support a disabled artist like me?

I offer:

  • Handmade paper collage and paper cutting creations
  • Coloring books
  • Spoonie inspired t-shirts and apparel for all
  • Taiwan postcards
  • Journals
  • Pet gear
  • Posters, cards, calendars, stickers, magnets, pins, and other kinds of home decor
  • Digital downloads on Ko-Fi - mostly free and donation based
  • And more!

Visit my LinkTree to view my numerous art offerings which range from paper-cut 3D collages to coloring books, postcards, journals, merch, and more.

MSW PUBLICATIONS

Revised edition of Carrie Marshall's 2024 hit coloring book for Spoonies called A Coloring Adventure for Spoonies

My Several Worlds: A Coloring Adventure for Spoonies: I've published the first coloring adventure for Spoonies! This is the result of a medical crisis from the summer of 2023 that I spun into something colorful. From chaos comes beauty! Get yours here.

My Several Worlds: A Writing, Art, & Gratitude Journal is designed to remind you that there is joy to be found with the little things in life. Use this journal to learn about yourself. Track your health, pain, symptoms and moods; and use it for art therapy. I’ve taken care to include all the things I enjoy in journaling to ensure you have fun with this book! Welcome to a tiny corner of My Several Worlds!
My Several Worlds: A Writing, Art, & Gratitude Journal is designed to remind you that there is joy to be found with the little things in life. Use this journal to learn about yourself. Track your health, pain, symptoms and moods; and use it for art therapy. I’ve taken care to include all the things I enjoy in journaling to ensure you have fun with this book! Welcome to a tiny corner of My Several Worlds!
Carrie is holding six KaLaya Pain Relief products featuring the KaLaya Pain Relief Massager, KaLaya Foot Cream, KaLaya Pain Relief Sativa Cream Travel Size, KaLaya Pain Relief Spray and other full size and travel size products.
KaLaya Pain Relief products are a 'must-have' product for flare-ups with chronic pain related to axSpA, arthritis, and fibromyalgia. It's the best pain relief product you can get without a prescription.

KaLaya products are safe and natural. They're paraben-free, sulphate-free, and never tested on animals. KaLaya is a medically directed, proudly 100% Canadian, health, wellness, and personal care brand that uses problem-solution based formulations.
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